Two weeks ago I had my first fill in the last year. How did that work out you may wonder? Well for the first week I wasn't even sure he had filled me. I could still eat about the same amount I was eating pre-fill, maybe a smidge less. Nothing changed, all is well, the worst side effect I suffered was that my protein shake and grande latte that morning made me fell quite full. What the heck is going on? Did he do anything? Did I pay $50 to not have anything done? Weird. This was definitely weird.
Then my period finished, and everything changed. It was weird, one day I can eat like I have been the last few months, the next day I am blocking at every solid meal I consume. I went roughly 36 hours without any real food, because I blocked and threw-up my dinner, had my protein shake and coffee, then blocked and threw up my lunch. By dinner I thought I was going to die. Ok, maybe not die, but I was exhausted and my head was pounding so badly I couldn't even see straight, let alone think. I managed to get soup in without any issues and as I was eating I could feel myself getting better. My body was definetly pissed about the lack of nutrition. Suddenly I can feel the fill; the restriction is there. My portions have decreased, and eating meals is back to a minimum 45 minute endeavor (if I don't want to block), and best of all, I am loosing weight. Actually watching as the numbers go down on my scale!!! Ok, I should be so excited about that; it's not about the numbers but how your clothes is fitting, right? Whateves! The numbers are moving!!!
Well that is it for now. I am eating slowly, cautiously and loosing weight. What more can a girl ask for?
I will post pictures soon as the last photo is like, 4 or 5 months old.
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